A peaceful sleep!

Every night, before going to sleep, that girl confines herself within a barrier of pillows. That shrimp coverage gives her a sense of security. She feels that no one could enter that confinement. She feels she could sleep peacefully without any external interference. But what about that continuous turmoil of thoughts she has, which engages both her mind and heart? Even after she has made her own sense of security to guard herself against the peripheral world, she can't stay at peace due to her inner self. Would she be able to get up to the world the next morning, would she be able to make up to that tenacity, would she have someone to open up to, would she be able to take up her own stand, would she be a win-win each time, would she don't come across any failure, and by chance if she collapses, would she be able to get her back? All these questions are actually a fleck in front of the umpteen speculations that she sleeps with. Amidst them, she thinks a mere pillow barrier will protect her. 

But then she realizes, come may what, she has to stand back. she knows she can't present herself to be fleak in front of family, friends, lovers (or haters, you may never know), and of-course everybody around her. again, the next morning, she wakes up as bright and as strong as she was trying to get a peaceful and sound sleep. Her struggle to sleep is known only by those pillows. 

That's how she seeks to her placid and unruffled sleep!